Razor Blade Fantasy 2

In my room again with that razor of mine

been almost 3 days since the last time

I took it out and started to play

This game of Mine i play again today

For the time has come like so many

the time for another Razor blade fantasy

Adrenalin courses through my veins

As i reap my material gains

but what about the things inside

All the feelings i cannot hide

Are u going to help me once more

or are u going to just stand at the door

Misery i call to u come to me now

take my razor and show me how

To end my Suffering make me die

the only way is for me to try

Misery takes my blade and slices my arm

she doesnt stop and i look on in alarm

as she makes a few more lacerations

god help me i cant control her actions

Slowly i am Mutilated, resigned to my fate

But happy i feel with absolutely no hate

for this world which treats me

and my love with no mercy

Masochistic i may be or just crazy like the rest

Giving misery the blade, putting her to the test

Suddenly almost as fast as she cut them

My skin heals and my soul lightens

fate has in store for me a greater destiny

Something i hop that i am gonna be

Maybe i will be the great beast like crowley

or a another blind fool just like me

So like the last time that i begin

i stop here and think again

will i do this , destroy my soul

or live to see what the future holds

But for now i cannot tell

When will be the next time i cannot see

the next time i have another razor blade fantasy

The Dark One