becoming

Why have i become like this

a fraction of the former mist

my soul has gone now replaced by hurt

nothing i did could stop it

Then here you are again

always calling reminding me of the pain

for the first time in my life

I could not have you

Now i know whats its like, what ive done

the past comes back although its gone

to mar my dreams and ruin my life

reminding me that i cannot have you

Do u enjoy this ,seeing me suffer

Observing my pain, watching me stagger

in the forest of the truth

where it hurts me the most

Do u want to carry on like this

Do u sleep with everyone you miss

Maybe i should not have come back

Should not have met you

I open my eyes and see the world a curse

I understand now, my change for the worse

not having you , for the first time in my life

I want someone so badly. i want You.

Spiderone

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