My biggest Mistake

My biggest mistake was falling for you

blinded by lust, telling me what to do

Everyday i am torn again, wounds start afresh

by you?

by me?

or because of my mind.

i gave u myself, but you wanted me to be

someone else , i refused, i want to be me

You are everything to me , but there is something more

than everything and it is me, my mind, myself

something u want? something else?

you called me selfish behind my back?

a sign u still want me, want my love back?

Now its changed and ive broken you down

seeing u cry , in your own tears you drown

Moonlight shines i sit and gaze

at the moon and stars and sky in a daze

You have gurt me and my misery reigns

alcohol not blood courses through my veins

but then something surprising happens

you step out from your hole into the open

You walk towards me fall into my arms

confess of your feelings , your silent alarms

call me a bastard but what have i done

Now i have you and i am not just anyone

i am myself, me , who i was in the beggining

you have learnt to accept me , without any of my doing

and after what youve done i fear for my health

but its okay ,coz i am me , just be yourself

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